January 2009
24 posts
“As I’m looking to the sky to count the stars, I wonder if you see them...”
– Mayday Parade
Jan 30th
Jan 30th
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Jan 30th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 26th
:)
It’s sooo pretty outside today! A nice 72 degrees.  I’m currently sitting in my back yard with my puppy, listening to four year strong, and contemplating knocking some homework out while I’m out here.  I was planning on writing a huge blog about Disney World, but I’ve kind of forgot all the details. I also made a list of things that I liked and disliked while I was there,...
Jan 22nd
Jan 21st
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“What I want is what I’ve not got, and what I need is all around me.”
– Dave Matthews 
Jan 15th
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“I have a long list of things to say, but I’ll leave it at “you amaze...”
– The Maine
Jan 15th
blahblabhhhhhh
As of lately, I like to listen to the radio before I go to bed, I can’t figure out why, but it’s calms me down more than the songs that I’m used to listening to on repeat. I’m pretty sure nights last longer when there’s one person on this earth you’d love to hear from but your phone just refuses to light that.  Nevermind :) phew, what amazing, but really creepy...
Jan 15th
I've been thinking..
Despite the fact that I can’t breathe and sound like a walrus, I woke up feeling good about everything for once. I probably shouldn’t even say that, just incase that’s not how things turn out. But, I feel like this time, things will work out in my favor, god, I hope I’m right. I guess only time will tell? One thing’s for sure, my fingers have never been crossed...
Jan 14th
“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma)
Jan 13th
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“It’s never too late to realize what’s important in your life and to fight for...”
– (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma)
Jan 13th
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“Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can’t say.”
– Fall Out Boy
Jan 12th
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It’s one of the hardest things ever not being able to be the one to tell you to get better and that everything will work out and be okay.  It is the hardest thing ever not having you in my life, especially right now.  kinddddamissingyoumoreandmoreeachday. I really feel like I’m dying and this killer cold is not helping too much.  I need florida to come faster.  I need sunday to...
Jan 12th
If you’re in, get in, and put up a fight. It’s in your head, now follow through, surprise me. For once, I’m craving more than just words. If you’re out, walk away now and I’ll do the same. It’s you or the blues and I can’t live with both of you.
Jan 12th
really?
When I thought this weekend couldn’t get any worse.. I guess I have to loose someone each day of the weekend or something.  friday- cousin overdosed saturday- lost my boyfriend sunday- found out my dad is back in jail really? WHAT did I do to deserve this? 
Jan 12th
blah, blah, copycat.
[​​​ONE]​​​ Who was your last text from?​​​ Don’t know, I’m not answering any and just keep deleting them when my phone goes off.  [​​​TWO]​​​ Where​ was your defau​lt pic taken​?​​​ Kamps.  [​​​THREE​]​​​ Your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?​​​ Single.  [​​​FOUR]​​​ Is every​thing​ going​ your way?  Nope. [​​​FIVE]​​​ What is your curre​nt mood?​​​ sad, mad, annoyed, disappointed, just...
Jan 11th
I'm not into goodbyes.
What. A. Day. =| I was originally going to write this blog on the loss of my “cousin”. Or if you want to get technical, my step dad’s step mom’s twenty-five year old son. I woke up to my mom telling me that he had overdosed, but after going over to brad’s dad’s, I was told that may not be the case, they’re still waiting on word from the detective. In all...
Jan 11th
Jan 11th
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great
austinsblog: MY PHONE BROKE noooo! what happened to it?!
Jan 8th
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The new is in, I'm feeling better already.
Once again, it’s been awhile since I’ve updated this.  Wayyyy too much has happened this year for me to go over it all like I was planning on. Overall, though, 2008 was a very very good year. Minus losing a few friends and getting into a few pointless fights/misunderstandings. I met so many new people that are so important in my life now. I finally got freedom, I got to experience some extremely...
Jan 4th
Sometimes I write things.
So I went through a lot of my old stuff last night and deiced to try and put some of it together. This is what I came up with.  I’ve never felt worse and never felt better.  For now, I’ll call this home, but I change with the weather. You know you couldnt move me if you tried. ‘Cause now I’m home, and home is hard to find. Your name’s on my lips and lives in my...
Jan 4th