January 2010
43 posts
my moods will not stabalize
I turned off my phone so I’ll stop annoying people. I want to go back to London, my phone was never on, I was constantly happy, and everything that I want now, I had then.
Trying so hard to stop caring as much as I do.
Need to clear my head. Need to get my priorities straight.
“Anything other than yes is no. Anything other than stay is go.”
– Friends, Lovers, or Nothing ; John Mayer
Say goodnight and go
Unpacking from living with the best friend. I enjoyed this ice/snow storm, Abby and I planned our “study night” leading up to it perfectly. For the rest of the night I am taking more advantage of not doing much. This will include painting my nails, watching more videos for my online class, at least starting my behavior and guidance homework, a hot shower, making an amazing playlist,...
“Oh, why’d you have to be so cute? It’s impossible to ignore you. Must you make...”
– Goodnight & Go by Imogen Heap (via vanduker)
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Do you have a job? If so, where do you work or what do you do?
I don’t have a job right now.
You gotta choose between listening to one band for the rest of your life or no music ever at all. Which band’s it gonna be?
Not one band, but one artist: Andrew McMahon.
what’s your favorite song lyric?
This is too...
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What’s the best thing you’ve ever put in your mouth?
Waffles with nutella and ice cream.
Do you live in a house or an apartment?
I live in a house right now.
How did you and your significant other meet?
My what?
Do you shower in the morning or at night before bed?
Usually in the morning.
...
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If you could go back in time and change one thing in history and/or your own life, what would it be?
I really don’t think I would change anything.
If you could change one thing about your personality, what would it be?
Maybe to be more outgoing? I don’t know really.
What City/Town were you born in? Do you still live there?
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Okay,
omgz go on dayte wif me?
ahhh yes plz!! it will be teh best date eva!
What’s the most amount of Oreos you have ever eaten at one time? Give me a number estimate.
Like, in one sitting? I usually eat 4 or 5. Nothing crazy.
after this I’m only answering formsprings once a night because I’m sure I’m annoying everyone.
I keep forgetting there is ice and gross stuff outside....
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Don’t worry about it. We’ll see each other again soon enough, and I’m looking forward to it.
Not just gonna tell me who you are, eh?
Ask me anything
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Never just you and me alone. We see each other at shows, so there’s always been other people around. Btw, I like cup cakes too.
I don’t like that I can’t figure out who you are.
If we were driving to Chicago and you were going on a picnic…what would you bring? LOL.
A pogo stick and a dentist. Duh.
I may have to :) When...
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Like never been out on a date with me before? Or just never hung out?
I don’t know. I like cupcakes, regardless.
Have I hung out with you one on one before?
Taylor, we need to make a cake. Very soon. I’m a hungry boy :)
I know it Cole. Just come to my house sometime fool.
So hungry for cake. Miss you!
favorite city?
I...
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If we did go on that date, what would you want to do? I was thinking ice cream, hand holding, and making out.
Who are you?! I’m thinking more along the lines of cupcakes, sbux and a hug if I’ve never been out with you before.
Ask me anything
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Would you want to go on a date sometime?
That depends on who you are.
Pants on the ground?
Whos?
I’m only asking you a question because I love you. How excited are you to take pictures with my stupid, cheap camera, DIY fish eye lens, and myself?!!
OF COURSE I AM. SO SO SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED
Bake. Cake. Nao! :D
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I think you’re a great friend, honestly. You’re a really great listener and you try your best to give good advice. I want to say thanks for all the advice you’ve given me and I hope we can hang out more cause I feel like I never see you anymore.
Awww, thank you very much! I don’t know who you are and what advice I’ve attempted to give you, but I...
9:14 pm
Dream job? If money or qualifications didn’t matter. I don’t really have a dream job. I Just want to travel as much as possible.
I want to treat you so well. That’s sweet. In a non sarcastic way, that really is nice.
Having a study party with the best friend! I hope I get snowed in here instead of having to go to my Philosophy class tomorrow.
Ask me anything you want/...
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Why you so obsessed with me?!
depends on who you are!
Ask me anything
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are you going to the audition show on sunday?
As far as I know, yes!
I think you are unbelievably sincere
Well, thank you very much! I appreciate that.
WIM NEMO, WIM!
AS FAST AS YOU CAN!!!
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I shouldn't feel like this
All I want to do today is stay wrapped up in my heated blanket and cry until my little eyes can’t cry anymore. Not over anything specific, nothing happened, I’m fine, really. It’s just one of those days where all you have the energy to do is cry and refuse to move out of a little ball. Stress is eating me alive. Stress from school, stress from my face looking like shit, stress...
I’ve have a list of things to do before I’m allowed to sleep but John Mayer’s lovely voice is helping me stay motivated.
I’d also kind of like for my phone to ring in the middle of the night, but I guess I can’t be too picky.
I’ve really really have to beat this stress. It is far too early in the semester for me to be the mess I’m already becoming.
Where do I start?
So, so, so much work to do.
Tonight has turned into a big study session, I guess.
Reading for philosophy and doing homework Reading and watching a video for my online class Reading for child development Figuring out when I have time to get an OSBI and TB test for behavior and guidance Pulling my hair out
I feel so unorganized. I always give the best ringtones to people I want to call me but...
So chase me, chase me.
Such a weird mood. Eyes will not focus on anything. So much to do today.
Please take me by the hand or find someone who can.
slpng n yr shrt :)
because I'm still not in the mood to start...
Do you think you’ll have a Valentine this year? I really dislike that holiday, and no. Are you one of those people who are always cold? for the most part. Are you liking someone at the moment? my head hurts. Do you tend to waste a lot of money? on food. What’s the problem with you and the last person you kissed? no problem at all. What is the closest thing to you that is blue? school...
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Last night was so strange. It started off by seeing months upon months of memories flipped on their side and being towed away for good. Never in my life have I started shaking that fast. Never in my life did I think that I would pass a car crash to realize that the car flipped over belonged to a person that I love very, very much. I am so glad everyone is okay.
The rest of the night included...
This is different.
Every little thing.
Cady Groves →
Listen to this girl. So much talent.
My brain and my body refuse to accept the fact that break is over.
I really need to get into some type of strict routine, at least until I have a hold on this semester.
I’d rather be there. Anywhere but my bed. I can’t fall asleep here when I need to.
Jack’s Mannequin in less than a month.
I finally get a haircut tomorrow!
Ramble ramble ramble.
Is it summer yet?
forcefed
i’m always the one who needs fixed, who needs changing pick apart my flaws one by one and keep rearranging my skin, my bones, my breathing look me in the eyes when you whisper ‘this is all for nothing’ coat those words in a sweet disguise and hope it gets the best of me can’t build me up into what you say i could be i wont comply easy and the work is too much say im broken...
“I’ll say hi, but not reply to the letters that you write because I found...”
Motion City Soundtrack, Pulp Fiction
Been gone more days this year than I have been...
This is the first evening I’ve been home all year. I’ve only come home for showers, laundry and waffles anymore.
I don’t recognize these rooms. I don’t recognize these people. I don’t recognize myself.
I love spending all of my time with my amazing friends.
Making up for wasting last year.
I wish gas wasn’t so expensive. Driving aimlessly around Edmond for...
lazy lazy lazybones
I have not spent a full day home since returning from Europe. Taking today to relax and maybe even be productive around the house.
Tomorrow is the slumbaaa party at Caits with cute friends Sunday is This Time Next Year at The Conservatory with bestfriend and my other family. It’s been too long.
My Life: A Constant Work In Progress
Working on worrying less.
Working on spending as much time as possible with friends.
Working on living my life.
Working on loving every single day and working on loving myself.
Working on thinking less when it’s convienient and more when it’s relevant.
Working on forgetting past hurt, fears and obstacles.
Working on understanding how I feel and saying what I understand. Maybe...
:)
Today was the complete opposite of the lazy day I had planned on. I am so glad. So many good people in my life. There is a new hole in my face, I like it. Tyler has a new apartment, I like it. Friends tell silly jokes, I like them. There’s a real smile on my face, I like it.
2010, you’re being so good to me.
“Never the same person that I go to sleep as when I wake up.”
2010. I'm ready to be new again.
No thinking. No worrying. Just living.
That’s the only real resolution I can come up with for this year. I’m done thinking about the past when it’s irrelevant and I’m done hoping and worrying about the future. There are some people and situations that have been on my mind for a year or more, and some for just a few short weeks. It’s getting me nowhere, it never has....
“I’ll never go back to Georgia. Not atleast till I have to.”
– Mayday Parade; Jamie All Over